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From the start you wanted to keep skype skype skype and you want to stop skype. wad the fish you want seriously. I dun plan to argue with you here or wad. I juz really dun get wad you want seriously. I wanted to talk to u but u reject me by saying u wan to slp. dude we say hao liao got anything must talk out. All u do is juz say out wad u wan and wan me to listen to it instead of giving chance to talk or discuss with u. This is an relationship not a solo-ship plz. U r not the spotlight.We stand under the same light.I seriously dun wan our feeling to fade away.I really fking scare u will leave me after 2wks+ of no skyping. Like i say vb is irritating and wa will make us argue more coz of ur stupid style of typing in wa. Dun come tell me, it still early to leave or wad. Dun act strong when u know urself well that u dun wan me to leave u also and i will nvr leave you. Like i said i scare u leave me.2wks+ no skype den meet for 4days den 2wks+ again of no skype den meet for 3days. Next is wad?? 2months+ no skype den stay tgt sibo? no joke plz. Sorry if u find my words too aggressive or wad so ever.i dun mean it but u shld know when i wan to say out a thing n u dun give me a chance to say.u shld know how pc it is to bottle up. Im juz angry about wad u promised me last night.u know how happy i am when u say ok we continue to skype anot. dun promise me things that you cant keep it. breaking a promise one after another is fun uh? Promise to me is a thing that i will uphold to it, once i promised a certain thing i will nvr break it, so promise to me is a serious stuff and that y i got angry when u broke it. my way of promise is once u say it and agree to it, u have to keep it, i dun pinky finger den count as promise.So tell me wad am i suppose to do during the no skyping days? u make me feel that i have a gf but at the same time i have no gf. I love me gal alot, i miss her every single day even tho we skype every day, its not enough, it will nvr be enough.we r not physically there but onli virtually. Am i that worthless for u? that you dun wan to skype with me. Am i a nuisance to u? I seriously dun noe wad to do right now to make our rs last long. i wan it to last but i got no ways to last? u juz making me feel more n more insecure n our distance will get further and further away from each other. Im sry but i have to hit on something to control my damn tears.I fall too deep for you, its uncontrollable right now. SERIOUSLY SOMEONE TELL ME WAD TO DO SO THAT I CAN BE WITH MY GAL FOREVER AND SHE WONT LEAVE ME.OUR RS WILL LAST FOREVER.IN LOST RIGHT NOW.CAN ANYONE HELP ME?ARGH!!!